Change.

There are things that will always change. Today was a good day great actually and upon hearing some bad news which I will not share, I realized that things aren't always so amazing. Things change and they always will. I can't say that I didn't know that but things sometimes don't turn out the way we want them too. My faith has been tested numerous of times and even though I won't lie I have questioned it; I find it that at the end of the day God does things for a reason and I can't be questioning His plans for me and my family. 

It's difficult to say oh well things will work out because the truth is we don't know that yeah they may but who are we to know and say that. They might not and the reason could be so that we have a bit of trouble and difficulty in such an amazing life because we need to know. I won't lie it sucks to see so much shit happening to us in the past year but they happen and we can't stop it. 

Sometimes I question if I did the right thing on moving away. I know that it was for school and even though it was bound to happen for things to change I wonder if this was the right time. Maybe I could have waited and maybe things wouldn't be so bad you know but that's the thing we don't and the thing is we need to wait and see whether things will change for the better or the worst. Only time will tell and it will be then that we will know whether the change was really that bad.